This all happened because we were starting to combine into one solid entity, creating one being with the best of both sides. So now I'm wondering if there's a way to filter them down. But as soon as I'm by myself, he talks to me and puts out all these negative views about people as soon as the first thing doesn't quite add up. The only issue now is his existence was based on me not being able to handle things and I've grown a lot since then, especially thanks to my best friend. I realized his existence in high school when I created a nickname that for some reason stuck very strongly in my mind, kyoji (the protector, as I later found out). It was rare that he came out, only in times where I mentally couldn't handle a situation (anger, sadness, disappointment) because they all brought back memories of my childhood. I've had an alter ego since I was five years old to cope with the constant physical and emotional abuse from my mother and stepfather.
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